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 อัพแล้วนะ (ใครขอ????)  เป็นไงละ อึ่ง ทึ่ง เสียว กันถ้วนหน้า >_< (คิดไปเองอ่ะดิ๊)
 i love RUBY ฮิ้วววววววววววว

ติดตามชมผลงานได้ในปีหน้านะจ๊า  เมอรี่คริสมาสสส (ล่วงหน้านะเจ้าคะ)



(ท่าทางตัวเองจะเก็บกด -_-'' ) ซี๊ดดด

Now , i'm addicted myself to one comic  named " KUNIMITSU  NO MATSURI".
This comic is about a man named "Kunimitsu" who has the obvious goal to change
the current japan (to the better way) , Kunimitsu , even abandon from the school
while he was studying,  wants to become a politician  so that he can change the current

politic system, cause there are many politicians that corruption and do many bad things
without concerning for the citizen's life.

This comic, even has a lot of contents about politics, it 's not boring  cuz the writer always
add the laughing plots as much as he can , and the story also reflects the way of japanese
people's thinking and society. If anyone can try reading this comic , please do it!!!

More than enjoy reading , this comic makes me  concern more about our nation's politics.
How much Thai people concern about it?? I have this question in my mind  whenever
i heard some local politic NEWS. Almost of thai adolescent and most of 20-35 years old
people think that politics is so far from his/herself , but , even like that , thai people often
criticize it, and do only criticize that most of them is non sense. One day after playing tennis,
i got to the convinient store near the tennis court, and i heard the owners discussing about
some group of government , they said that "อบต." is "อมทุกทบาททุกสตางค์" ( อบต. is one
of government group , they said it's name as "collect all poeple's money" ), and then many other
name are talked. I didn't ignore that this is false , but , i want to know that  "did they know anything
or have any evidence about those corruptions?" , for me , i think most of thai people do only
making these topic as the talk of the town  than asking the right to the government to track
the working system , what will happend if thai people do only talking??  Especially Thai's adolescent,
most  of them don't care how the politics is ,  despite they always say that " hey , those dinosuar head
politicians do only bad and fool things!!! narrow mind" , I think it's time for us to encourage our
people (especialy adolescent) to realize and have more interaction to the politics and society.
Becuz of we will be the next generation who will define the way of country's development,
if we don't think and act , what the fate of our country holding in our hands  will be ????

I'm such a normal person  who doesn't have a god-given skill in art , but i love it
with all my heart , i think art is the freedom of communication , no limit , no frontier.
Art provides the private world for a man ,the world that can be viewed and touched by other,
and it provides no rule to understand, freedom is given to both creater and viewer,
so it's one of the most beautiful thing in this world.

Today , i chated with my junior ( haha , we must have sum talk like you say , right? m).
He told me that he just finished his work , but it's the work that was mimic from other
people's work.  This thing he talked to me  make me think back.

I'd read a book about graphic design, one topic in that book is written for " the rules
of creative thinking" , 4 rules :
1.Disocvery - this kind of thinking such as discoverying gravity rule. It's hard
for this to happend , more than imagination , it must depend on luck and accidents.
2.Innovative -  to adapt the theory or knowledge in science for inventing some new thing
such as making a Television.
3.Synthesis - mixing the old stuffs to make a new one
4.Mutation - evoluating old thing that has problems to new thing that suit with the thing around

For graphic designer , 3. and 4. are the rules that always be used.
We see many things from the real world , then we mix them in our imagination , it's synthesis ,
after that we adapt it to the real world (making our work) to suit the problems (or concept) ,
this is mutation.

So , we can say that  the art is one way of mimic , it's not wrong to mimic other work (but it means
that you should mimic , not copy) , there are differences between mimic and copying.
Copying is 100% same as original (even you can rename it ) , but mimic is to do something
like the original but before it is done,  it passed our thinking and synthesis , we use our brain
to mimic ,  computer can copy but can not mimic. Each people has his own style , and
it can be seen!!! and the owned-style  is influenced by other owned-style!!!
so you can see the mimic every where!!!!.

don't sad if you mimic , but keep make you own evolution  for it !!
that 's the way graphic designer should be!!!.

Today I went to the university to discuss about my works with teacher.
In fact, i should went on Tuesday , but becuz some stupid problem with
Illustrator CS2 that made me failed to save my work, so i couldn't finish it.
I got other 3 works , 2 posters for Ph.D. program and Ms. program in computer science ,
and 1 website for Ms.program in computer science ,  anyway , it's not the urgent work,
so i can do it without hurry ( but the important point is that i must do other higher priority
works , haha).  The posters will be used in CU-Exhibition, which will be held on 23 November
2005 (if i don't remember wrong).

While i was doing my work in the teacher's room, Peraphon teacher came in , he asked me
to write down some unreleased files in TimeTable project for him , so that he can let other
student that will take course in "Software Project Management" looks as the example.
He gave me an empty cd-R , when i finished my work , i was going to write the files down,
but , then, i realized that i didn't install NERO yet. So i went to meet him at his room and
we had a talk.

The teacher asked me about my opinion to his "Software Project Management". He told that
he want to assign a project to the next generation , he didn't have his exactly ideas, but he want
the student to make something that can be extended (by the next and next generation).
First he let me give my idea about making a game!! , i think it's interesting and it's attactive
for student to do , but , the benefit of the product is only enjoyment , and the teacher don't
ok for only that.  So he asked about making a tool , I gave my opinion that the tool which
help managing desktop may b ok , the problem is that it may be too hard for our students
to do (except he will take only this course in that semester , haha). Finally , we had
idea about "messenger" ,  this is good becuz the student may have motivation to develop it
(becuz lot of us always use it) , and it can add more features by the next generation.
The features that we can think ,such as , voice clip , multi-voice communication, etc...
So , the next generation of student , please think about the idea of taking this course , haha,
you will get a hard hard work !!!!

Before i went out from peraphon teacher's room , i talked with him about the failure of
1-2data system (the company that i did the internship last summer). The teacher told me
some sentence  " Warut , if you have children , don't let your children study in computer science,
it's very boring field , it's not relate to which fields , all fields provide you a hard and repeating
work, if you are a teacher , you must follow the technology , also if you are a project manager....."
"I think for you , please go further on you design-way , it's better than pure computer science,
and it suits for you".   May b  it's true about what he said , that such kind of jobs in this field
is easy to bored , for me , sometime >_<.

At last , the time went to the end of first semester.
It's a hard semester for me even i registered only  few courses,
I'm glad that i passed it.
Many lessons were learnt by the works we 'd done, thank you
for all member in my team that always work hard , really thank.

The time now is available , but for what??
I want to do many many things , but i have not get many many time
for all of that , it's works that will take my time away, but it's the response
and duty for me to do them, can not be avoid.
Old works , new works  , this time is reserved for them >_<.

In my opinion, this is the semester that gives me a lot of experiences from the
works  that  were assigned  by the course i took. I know my strength , i know my weakness.
I see myself, and see other's self. I'm sure that everybody steped forward!

For whoever that has nothing to do in this free period, i think
you should find some benefit things to do , becuz time is the only thing tha
money can't pay back , use it as worth as you can so that you don't feel sad with it
in the future. If we do not step forward , we will be passed by many things , and
that's not good.

One of the thing that i really want to do in this period is to make my portfolio , i affraid i'll forget
what i had done >_< haha , becuz my memory is always almost full.
Almost forget of one willing ,  within this months(October) , i must pass all of the MSDN-connection/
exams , i hope i can do it within time.

and now , it's a work time ,   MATA ^_^

It's my unlucky that now i catch the cold >_< it's near the TPL examination!!!!
I went to the hospital as she said ^_^
The doctor said to me  " your symptom is  inflamous trachea,
then it caused you a high fever (40 celcius), now your health is weak,
i suggest that you should rest for 2 days, so that you can recovery
and please take the medicine"
I caught  the cold in saturday but the day before that , i felt some abnormal status
happended with my trachea.
Khem and I consider that  , may be because of our hard-working  reduces our
recovery ability, so when you get sick , it's a hard sickness .
Too much works and too much you pay for thems can cause you a bad health
if you don't watched out.  So now , may be , i should change my working habits.
Today i got up very fast , the reason is  my throat , so i got up and took a medicine,
i tried to sleep again but i can't , i'm not sleepy.
For tpl examination , i just read only 12 pages!!! i'm in the severe status!!!

วันนี้ถึงจะมีงานเยอะแยะมากมาย แต่ก็รู้สึกอารมดีแฮะ ฮ่า ๆ
ถึงงานจะซีเรียสขนาดไหน แต่รู้สึกว่านิสัยส่วนตัวของตัวเองที่พยายามหลีกเลี่ยง
คำ ๆ นี้เวลาทำงานนี่ มันก็ทำให้รู้สึกสดชื่นแล้วก็ไม่หดหู่ ถึงแม้งานมันจะดูมามากมาย
ทลายฟ้า มืดหน้ามัวหลัง ฮะ ๆ (เอามาจากไหนเนี่ย สุพาสิดนี้?)
โดนโทเรียกแต่เช้า เลยตื่นมาแบบง่วง ๆ วันนี้ไปทำบัตรนิสิตใหม่มา
นึกว่าจะไม่หายแล้วนะ(ตลอดชีวิตการเป็นนิสิตจุฬาฯ) แต่สุดท้ายก็หายจนได้
เสียตังสองร้อยโดยใช่เหตุ .......
จริง ๆ อาจานหนูจ๋า ไม่น่าใช้คำว่า .net ชักจูงเราไปฟังสัมนาวันนี้เลยเฮ้อ
ทุกท่านเห็นพ้องต้องกันว่ามันคือ compiler + os ดี ๆ นี่เอง
แต่ก็ดีนะ เปิดหูเปิดตา ได้เห็นอะไรที่เป็น อีก level นึง แล้วก็ทำให้รู้สึกว่า เอ้อ
ไอ้เรามันก็คนวงการนี้ (หรือเกือบๆ ) นี่นา
กว่าจะกลับถึงบ้านได้  ตอนนี้แม้แต่บนรถเมล์ก็เป็นที่ทำงานไปแล้ว
(แต่กลับบ้านมาแกยังมีเวลามาออกรบกับเพื่อน ๆ อีกนะ บ้าหรอ?)
วันนี้นึกครึ้ม ลองเขียน  แบบ tri-lingaul ดูท่าจะดี

today , a lot of works ran to me , but i still feel enjoy with it .
my characteristic that i won't serious with my works helps me to feel better and
enjoy them , that 's good !!, even how lot the work is , i still enjoy , haha (sure?)
(sure , if it worth to what i gave to).Got the call from the teacher in the morning ,
i got up so sleepy , i left my home to univ and made new id-card , it wastes my
money for 200 baht ,  i thought that i wouldn't lost it,but at last , i did.
Actually ,"hey boy and girl" teacher should not use ".net" for today's seminar ,
haha , it attracted me but  i got the compiler+os class,  anyway , it's another level
and it makes me feel "hey i'm in this world(computer)".
At last i made it home , now , even on the bus is my workplace (but i still have time
for war??? haha not good!!!)today, with some feeling , i'll write this in 3-lingual mode .

今日、　わたし　は　働きます。休みたい　が、　働きます。　新しいーカルト　が　います。
今晩、　好きな人　の　声　お　聞きました、　好きな人　の　微笑　お　見ました　から　、
今　、とても　幸せ　が　います。今、　とても　寂しいです。　わたしの　彼女、　また　夢　に　（会います）。

お休み。

ไม่รู้ช่วงนี้มันทำไมซวยซ้ำซากแบบนี้
ของหาย กับของเจ๊ง กันระนาวเลย
กล้องเจ๊ง
เอสดีการ์ด 512 mb หาย
โมเดมเจ๊ง
หูฟังเจ๊ง

dvd เจ๊ง
port mic ของโน๊ตบุคเจ๊ง
ฟันเจ๊ง(ฟันผุ   +  รักษาราก + ฟันคุด)
ปากกาเจ๊ง และ หาย
คงมีอย่างอื่นอีก แต่นึกไม่ออกแล้ว แล้วก็ขี้เกียดนึกด้วย

เซ็งจริง ๆ มีเรื่องให้เสียตังเยอะมาก หมู่นี้เก็บตังไม่อยู่ ตังรั่ว มีตังไม่เคยถึงห้าร้อยเลย
ไอ้ที่ของหายเนี่ย ส่วนนึงก็เป็นเพาะเก็บไม่เป็นระเบียบ แล้วก็ยังลืมด้วยว่าเก็บไว้ไหน
แต่ไอ้ของเจ๊งเนี่ย ไม่รู้ทำไมมันซวยซ้ำกำซัดแบบนี้น๊า
เบ็ดเสร็จรวมค่าใช้จ่ายตามไอ้พวกข้างบนนี้ก็ปาไปเกือบ สองหมื่นได้
เซ็ง ๆ รบกวนตังแม่อีกแล้ว
what's happend to me ????

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